Here is my video about failure. I talk about my love affair with failure and how it serves me as a writer. I also reveal a bit too much about my psychoses. And I talk about martinis.
Yuvi my friend, I never know exactly what to say when i watch these failure videos (I'm a failure at that, but as you can see, I'm trying) because they are so powerful for me. They speak to places that so resonate with me both as a writer and a human being.
All I can say is this - I too don't want to be clueless - I get excited about looking for the clues....and that endeavor makes me feel less depressed and more of a "not failure".
Hell - just keep producing this stuff and i'll figure out how to comment :-)