the insecurities of one writer (video)

So I've had this sorta-close-to-ready video sitting on my laptop for over two years now. It's about various voices in my head that make me insecure as a writer. The thing about the video is that I don’t think I quite strike the right tone. It's a little too cheesy, but also a little too dark, but also not quite funny enough, and it has 12% more cursing than usual. So I guess I'm insecure about my video... that’s about my insecurities about my writing. And now, a few years later, I'm totally busy with other things, and I don't have what it takes to revisit this video and get it to the proper finish line. On the other hand, there’s something about this video that still speaks to me. I don't want to just throw it into the (digital) fire. So, I did what any mediocre YouTuber would do, I pooped out this messy content for the world to see anyhow.

I know, I know. I'm not doing the best job advertising this new, old video. But maybe it's fitting to talk about insecurities while being insecure about those insecurities. If you want to take it to the next level, let me be honest with you: I'm also pretty insecure about this blog post about the insecure video about my insecure writing.